Seriously. I haven't drawn anything, for, like.. a month? No, about two. The octopus doesn't count cause he was done on the computer, without a tablet. I mean I haven't drawn anything for ages.

And I'm scared.

'Cause whenever I neglect drawing, a lose a whole lot of skills and crap.

I keep feeling that I'm really bad at art. And I just don't feel like doing it. Maybe because when I try to draw a wolf, it turns out terribly, and I can't draw cats no matter how much I practise. My style is bland, and I want it to change. I don't feel motivated to do art. And when people say keep practising, I don't like the art I've produced, because it sucks, and I know I can do better but right now I just can't.